I am in the smack dab couldn't be more involved part of my pregnancy. And it is the HARDEST pregnancy out of 5. I am in so much pain. I have a HORRIBLE infection in my face that will prolly ONLY go away when I have delivered the Baby. And I am already having some serious contractions. All of this with a FULL 5 weeks until it's even SAFE to try delivering. So basically, I will be in labor for 5 weeks.
And EVERYONE seems to have this basic NEED to cause drama. And I won't have it in my life. I WON'T. And I am SICK of people going out of their way to bring it to me.
I have kept to myself, minding my own business, living for just my family of 7. And that seems to add MORE fuel to the fire. Which FASCINATES me! It's like the less fuel I provide, the more people crave it, and bring their own made up crap to throw on the fire.
Well, I have 5 weeks of absolute SUFFERING left... with David in North Dakota for 75% of it before this New ANGEL comes into our home. And I will NOT allow the negativity. It's hard enough to stay positive and keep the Baby's environment calm and free of any projected negative thoughts and feelings. I DON'T need any help making it harder
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