I TRULY love my life!

I am happier today than I think I knew I could be. I thank God for the place I am at in my life, marriage and world.


Along with that, it is interesting to me to look in the mirror or at pictures of myself. I do not look inside the way I see myself when I see myself ;-)

And it's interesting to me. Especially since I have had such defined issues with my complexion lately. And people are reacting to the way I look more than I ever thought they would. People seem honestly surprised by the idea that I am animated, bubbly, and intelligent.

It's almost like the thought going throught their minds when they see me is: "If she looks like THAT, she must be someone who feels like crap about herself and is just existing."

Obviously this is MY interpretation.

But I LIKE me. I LIKE what I have to offer.... until I see what I look like on the outside. And it's enough to make me pause for a moment.

But not for long. I don't have time to spend too long on it. Because that's not really what I look like.