I am a genuinely nice person. And as I have come into my own so to speak over the past year, I think I've gotten nicer. More assertive. Less agressive. I stand my ground more. But I can truly say that there is not a mean bone in my body. When I get heated, it is loud, but short lived, and if there is ever a moment where I hurt someone's feelings, ESPECIALLY The Girls, I am quick to make things right.
I would do just about Anything for those I care about.... Friends, Family..... even strangers.
And yet I'm not "good enough" for people.
And that is C-R-A-P!
SO, I'm sorry I'm not good enough. Sorry I am too loud, too pushy, too fat, too over the top, funny looking, funny smelling, not a good enough parent, not a good enough Mormon, not sexy, WHAT THE F EVER it is that makes me not high enough quality for YOU and YOU and YOU and YOU!!!!!
BUT I have a WONDERFUL Family of 6 with 5 people who worship the ground I walk on. I am caring, outgoing, strong, HONEST, GENUINE, and I work my absolute hardest EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY to be better than the day before. I am confident, sassy, sweet, and I have an AMAZING capacity for love. And I NEVER abuse the relationships I have.... I know just how valuable they are.
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