Friendship

I am sad for the Friendships that are lost to me. I believe that you can never have too many Friends.

I was just reading through the Blog updates of the Blogs I follow. And I wish I could be Friends with some of the people that USE to be in my life.

They don't realize that I am interested in what's going on in their lives. They don't know how much we have in common, and how we could prolly enrich eachother's lives.

*Sigh*

I have thought a lot about my personality. I am loud, and abrasive. And I am FIERCE. And I've looked it over, and tried to change it. Only to come to the belief that I am not meant to change it.

Yes, I can always be kinder. But really, I AM a pretty loving, kind person.

Needless hurt bothers me. Whether it's me or someone else. I don't like it. And I work very hard to not inflict it on others.

I am incapable of holding a grudge.

It's NEVER happened.

But the abrasive, harsh, FIERCE side of me is CRUCIAL to who I am and what I need to accomplish.

I LOVE My Family, and I KNOW for a FACT that they know it.

My Children know that I am a safe haven.

An idea that may not fit with how you view me, but if you could be a fly on the wall in our home, you'd see. This is way to self confident of me if I didn't have HARD proof.

So, to those who I cannot convince to give me a chance, I am sorry to not be able to be your Friend.