Gratitude

This is an unbelievably hard post for me right now. I feel like so much is going wrong. So, here is what I have to be grateful for right now:

I have four AMAZING Children who despite my lack of perfection and sometimes making HUGE errors as a parent, are healthy and SWEET as PIE!

I KNOW who I am, and that God loves me.

I have a husband who despite occasional psychotic tirades, comes home every night and makes it possible for us to live and for me to get out with the Girls and have "parties" regularly.

I have a van that works alright

I have stuff to clutter my home.

I have a home to decorate and fill with clutter.

I have food in my cupboards, fridge and basement.

That's what I have time for and the tears are drying. So....