LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE. I almost WISH I didn't. I hate him right now, but I'll be DAMNED if I ever give up Fighting for what we don't have ;-) I've never felt so unlovable, and to top it off, he was able to tell me exactly why I am. Nothing like being told you really are.
I don't think people realize how strong I really am. The fact is, it sucks, but "I
breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out."
I realized tonight that I have a good, healthy self esteem. No matter how crappy I feel, I still try to make sure others feel good about themselves. That, I realized IS the difference between a good self esteem, and a bad one: Someone with a poor self esteem will knock people down when they feel bad about themselves. Someone with a good self esteem continues to try to contribute positively.
The worst thing is that he is sooo blind to how much I do to show him that I love him.
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