My Dad

I don't bring this up much because My Dad hasn't really been a part of my life since I was 5. But I recently connected with My Cousin, Sean. He's my Dad's Sister's Son.

He looks JUST like My Dad use to. It's insane.

It's such a double edged sword to have connected with him. It brings up so many questions, and I don't want to overload him. I saw My Aunt (His Mom) when I was 16 or so, and can't think of why I didn't see Sean or His Brother, Ryan.

And since I have had NO news of My Dad since then, I have no idea if he's even still alive. And to the best of my knowledge, neither does My Aunt.

So, for now, I just sort of exist with the ability to see and talk to My Cousin for the first time in my life.