Boys

Please don't misunderstand when I "talk" about this topic. But let's just say boys were a HUGE deal for me when I was a teenager/20 year old. I liked them, and almost ALL of the ones I liked, reciprocated. As much of a self-esteem boost as that was, it made life dramatic and complicated.

Anyhow, the reason I bring this up is because I am chatting, at 3:30 am, with a dear Friend from HS. A Boy.

There was never anything romantic between us. However, looking back several times in the past decade, I realized that had I not been stupid, we could have had something. That however would have ruined a great Friendship, I'm sure. I never put 2 and 2 together then.

It's crazy though. We did a lot together. And he is the Friend of several of the guys I dated. Josh and Mike. 2 BIG relationships for me.

This guy is redheaded and colorblind, and I adore him to this day.

Again, don't misunderstand. I LOVE David. And there isn't another guy on the planet who I could work with the way I do him. We are made for eachother.

It's just crazy to be here and now looking back at then.